I feel a mix of things, excitement, trepidation, sadness, fear, joy. It's only natural. And the more you think about it, the bigger it grows in your head, and the more emotions you are able to allot it. It will be all right because it must be all right, I have that faith. It is not even that I am sad about the things I will leave behind. I may not even miss them when I am away. But for now I feel a great love for all that I shall leave behind. It's a joyous feeling,really.